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And secrets lie deep inside,
And ive been hiding from you just until now,
My heart has always yearned for you,
but deep inside, I was scared, I was scared.
Its hard to love you,
When you're so far away,
but I know, deep inside,
If i try, if I really try,
I could get through it,
I could make it work, if you did.
My love for you has always burned,
And I think once before, I told you that,
Im scared, and I was scared before,
I was scared because,
I didn't want to hurt missing you,
I'm scared now because I'm willing to try,
but are you?
I'm scared to trust someone with my heart again,
but my trust for you is great.
And why my sudden interest?
Why would I bother trying this now?
Because a good friend of mine said,
If both really love each other, they could make it work,
And seeing you with other people hurt to much.
I've always gotten a deep pang in my chest.
So here I am,
revealing my deepest secrets to you,
finally giving out my heart to you,
Wearing my heart on my sleeve,
Falling but getting back upMy heart has been broken into pieces,
and I would've gave up long ago.
Somewhere deep inside of me though,
was a spark of hope.
Im a hopeless romantic,
and I had to believe my soul mate was still out there somewhere.
I thought it was you,
but everyone makes mistakes.
And I was mistaken.
But soul mate;
where ever you are,
find me soon.
I need you.
Dedicated to RyanIt might seem a little ridiculous,
since I haven't known you long..
but you've really saved me.
I thought I was going to lose myself soon,
but you've rescued me just in time.
Thank you for making me laugh again,
I was depressed for weeks at a time,
and sometimes the world was to hard to bear.
But you've helped me.
You made me somewhat happy again.
We were both wounded from a past relationship,
but we found each other, and made it a little easier to handle the world.
Maybe with each others comfort and help,
we can find the strength to move on.
I know its hard trusting people,
after all you've been through,
in fact I know it all to well.
It''s hard for me to trust also.
Butt...when I say you can trust me, that I'll always be here for you if you need it,
I mean it.
Chapters 7 and 8.Chapter 7
(Whats Going On With Me?)
So of course, it was time to get serious again. We kept the sword because for some reason it seemed important. Plus, we might need it later. We got our interrupted nights sleep, taking turns looking out for each other as we slept. Right away in the morning, when the sun was just beginning to come from behind the horizon, we started on our journey searching for Rapture again. Before we set off, I stole the hilt off the corpse of Raptures ally, and put it around my waist, placing the sword in its sheath and hanging it on the hilt.
We descended down the stairs, and out the building, welcoming the open air again. So Vain Im glad your not hurt, and Im really glad you came for me. I probably wouldve breathed my last breath in that minute you came. I said quietly, feeling slightly embarrassed for letting my guard down. Of course, I still was clothed in that neon green corset, and the tight black pan
Chapters 5 and 6.Chapter 5
(Time To Uncover The Truth)
As I stealthily crawled towards the blazing, bright fire, I looked backwards every once and awhile to check on Vain. Why? Maybe to see if hed nark me out. Within 10 minutes I was hiding behind trees, close enough to see two faces lit up by the fire, though neither of the old males were Rapture. So, we have to kill them? Or at least one of them? said one, with dark skin and untamed brown hair.
Yes, unless you prefer to be an ally to the vampires. Theyre disgusting creatures, feasting on blood of humans.
Yes well were no better by killing animals, is there really a difference?
I couldnt hear the man say anything.
Theyre trying to kill us ? Because they dont want the tribes to be formed together? But didnt the Naga say that its only to protect us?
So whats with the Xavier thing? Hes a vampire, why are we talking to him?
I inched forwa
Chapters 3-4.Chapter 3
(Its All Unraveling)
What? Vain responded and stopped walking, glancing towards me.
He tried killing my brother! Rapture did! As soon as he left, I could smell your aroma more. Which is a rather disgusting scent by the way His scent was the same as the scent on my brother. How could he do such a thing? I said as I turned towards Vain to see what he had to say, my last rhetorical question nearly a whisper, my raven black hair followed the motion of my body, he simply shrugged.
Why would he do such a thing? Hes my best friend.
There was a long pause. I walked towards him slowly, and stopped dead in my tracks as soon as I was only inches away. I gave him a slight shove.
Hey! What was that for?
Youre going to help me find him. Your nose is better then mine and youre his friend so you know his scent better then me. IF you help me find him, and leave me be as I murder him, pe
Story. First chapters.(Character Intro)
Kyle was 12 years old, with light blond hair and sky sapphire eyes. His dad was at work, like every other day, and his mother was preoccupied with something in the kitchen. A knock came at the door, and Kyle, feeling safe at home started walking towards the door yelling, Ill get it mom! As soon as his slender fingers wrapped around the doorknob and opened it, a tall man with a black mask over his face towered over the young small framed male.
Kyle gasped and was ready to scream when the masked man covered his big hands over the young boys mouth and pushed him towards the side as another man ran to get to his mother.
Mom! Watch out! He uttered, as he was thrown aside to the door.
Another man, who was not masked, sneaked into the house, snatching Kyle up into his arms and placing his big hand over his mouth. The little boy hit him; the adult didnt even flinch and just threw him over hi
It's Been Only A Day...It's been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
My world feels so empty,
Without you here by my side.
You've become a sweet addiction,
That I can ever get enough of.
You've never thought something like this could happen,
Do you think of it as a miracle?
I was so blind,
To notice what you could've been to me,
Well here we are love,
I've finally noticed,
Finally noticed how I felt about you,
The depression is gone,
And now I'm happy and content.
It's been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
After that one simple day,
It felt so right,
To be with you,
To be in your arms.
The feeling was so unexplainable,
But it felt so right,
I'm so glad you didn't give up on me,
You kept going through with it,
You never gave up.
And it feels so right,
I love your kisses,
I love your warm embrace,
They just feel so right,
Its been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
My world Feels so empty,
Without you by my side.
The air I breath.Poem-
They're the air I breath,
but one-by-one they're slowly disappearing,
The oxygen is slowly lessening,
Im already having it hard to breath,
What will happen when everyone's gone?
Or what will happen if even one is just left?
Will i be gasping for air?
Or will there be just enough to salvage?
But still, again,
what if everyone is gone?
Will I be gasping for air?
Will I not be able to breath anymore?
Or even, will I die?
And will the lost ones care?
dreamstatecandles shiver, too bright to brave
fading into night and their delicate
pin tip wicks flicker-flash,
dancing in the ocean-tide winds
betraying the presence of
your ghostly breath
you sneak in like a whisper
(you didn’t use to be so quiet)
but now you tip-toe, weaving fog across
mirror edges in my mind and
you are just a moment
past midnight; three (strike.. strike.. strike..)
it is too late to resurrect you
the love-linger of your warm skin
atop mine or revive our
skewed dependent cycle of your
breath in my crushed rose lungs or relive
memories more faded than
darling, it is too late, let me sleep;
I’ll dream of you anyways
A mystery for twoLet me put my words away
I want to express myself
To speak in a a way only you can understand
Just trust me
The more I yell the less you'll hear
And these matters - well, I do believe they ought to be crystal clear
Believe me, silence is the key
Now close your eyes and reach for me
No, do not touch me
Just be close and fell the heat
Count the tic-tac of my irregular heartbeat
Really, words tend to get in the way
I say this, you think that - we go separate ways
Let's keep things simple
I'll avoid your gaze
You're too amazing for me to keep up
Call me shy or call me crazy
There's one more secret I'd like to share with you
I hope I made you feel like you're special
If you focus you'll find a connection
If you don't trust me or don't believe me, you will see
These things I've never said or did - for you from me
YouYou are my why
You are why I want to be here
You are why I love this place
And every day when i see your face
You brighten each day
When you say hello to me
But I cant tell you
How could I tell you
Just what you mean to me
But I cant just leave it be
So I write this for you
With all my sad and sorrow
With hope that tomorrow
My heart wont ache
And my heart wont cry
That this longing will be gone
So my soul can rest once more
But it wont work
Because without you, I'm lost
Without you,I'm like a cold frost
But with you here
I have nothing to fear
And I hate to say it
Because then it's true
I love you.
dustI cannot breathe past
the dust that coats my
tongue, a grey sweet reminder
that you’ve not visited for
ages, its been eternity
since your lips rested on mine
(I’m an antique;
Beautiful Constellation (The Fault In Our Stars)And this has nothing to do
Though you feel like one to me
And I know nothing is really "okay"
But saying it makes me feel infinite
Belongs to us
Though it never really did
And though you are out of touch
You are mine all the same
I would dare to let death go
Though you say it's inevitable
And I always imagined a perfect ending
But perfect does not exist
And my thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations
Because nothing makes sense to me
And even "us" doesn't make sense to me
Death doesn't make sense to me
It's all a broken reverie
But I still love you
You are my angel
Though this is not really about angels
Because angels come and go
You are here with me in this infinite moment
And we will both die shortly
Death is only waiting for us to give up
And we both have nothing
But the fault in our stars
And the fault in our stars
Does not exist
Though some say
That it is hardly ever our fate that makes us underlings,
TouchI don't want to get used to the words you whisper in my ear
Or breathlessly sigh into my mouth
I don't want to get used to the touches that you give me when sun hasn't rised yet
And the touches you give me just before I fall asleep
I want it so my cheeks blush either bright red or turn pale in the cold air
So that my hair flies in the unforgiving wind and passionate fire burns my skin
So that I never forget what your true love feels like
And how much damage your anger can do to my soul
I want you so badly to suprise me like you did that cold morning
Planting kisses like flowers on my cheeks
And carrying me through the colorful meadows for two hours
I don't want to get used to you.
Sapphire EyesWhen you look at me,
with your sapphire eyes,
It just melts my heart.
You give me butterflies,
with just a glance from those sapphire eyes.
You make me stutter,
with a long gaze from those sapphire eyes
A deep stare from those sapphire eyes,
Makes my heart pound
and all I can do is stare back.
Those sapphire eyes
are the prettiest eyes I've ever seen,
but it’s the girl behind the eyes
That I’ve fallen for
Sunlight VS. ShadowsDarling,
I love you
I love the way you laugh
When I say something funny without trying
The way you smile
Although you don't do that often
The way you try to romance me
With those silly, adorable pickup lines
You always seem to make me blush
You always have a way to make me smile
But now you have her...
Another girl you really like
Another sun to light up your world
Is her sunlight brighter than mine?
Is my light fading on you?
But I'm happy for you
I really am...
I'm glad you have someone to make you smile
I'm happy someone can make you laugh more than I do
I wish you good luck
I'll wish upon that shooting star
For you to have a better life
With that girl who will actually be there for you
I'm better sinking into the shadows
Shall I just move on?
Shall I fade into the night?
Where I will be hidden forever?
It's not like I have a chance
Or anyone else
So please, my love
Will you answer these questions for me?
Shall I leave or stay?
Shall I move on with the feelings
Soul mate?I wish you would've told me,
instead of having to find out from your friend.
You know how that feels?
It hurts more finding out from him than you.
Why couldn't you've told me that?
but most of all, why couldn't you've talked to me first instead of ending it?
Unless you also lost feelings for me somewhere.
Did your love for me die anyway? How sad.
Im sorry I wasn't good enough for you.
I liked to believe that I was.
I still miss you...and I probably always will.
Somewhere deep inside of me, Ill always still want to be with you.
Even though you totally destroyed me.
You killed my trust of people,
and you broke my heart.
But the thing is...I won't give up.
Not yet anyway.
I thought you were my soul mate, but I guess I was mistaen.
So he must still be out there.
You were my soul mate.
And I missed up.
Or...you just made a mistake.
Her CatalystAs she walks through the maelstrom, the words trace upon the tips of her fingers and press into the stone. Every brick, every crack in the concrete, every crossed and angular stroke in reds and blacks and oranges. The drips of the gasoline pool around the base of her boots, slosh as she steps over the burst pipes and the rubble.
So much rubble. So little outcry. The silence of the city grates on her eardrums and the mantras she'd been forced to memorize. The Seers demanded they observe thirteen years of recitation before they attempt to weave their first World together.
But who other than the Seers can claim the incantations that knot the skeins they twist and pull on like reins hold fast? When have any of the Sisters recorded the visions they traced upon space-time and recited them, left them open for critique and discussion and debate?
Which is why she walks through the chalky soot of the smashed city around her. This all
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