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And secrets lie deep inside,
And ive been hiding from you just until now,
My heart has always yearned for you,
but deep inside, I was scared, I was scared.
Its hard to love you,
When you're so far away,
but I know, deep inside,
If i try, if I really try,
I could get through it,
I could make it work, if you did.
My love for you has always burned,
And I think once before, I told you that,
Im scared, and I was scared before,
I was scared because,
I didn't want to hurt missing you,
I'm scared now because I'm willing to try,
but are you?
I'm scared to trust someone with my heart again,
but my trust for you is great.
And why my sudden interest?
Why would I bother trying this now?
Because a good friend of mine said,
If both really love each other, they could make it work,
And seeing you with other people hurt to much.
I've always gotten a deep pang in my chest.
So here I am,
revealing my deepest secrets to you,
finally giving out my heart to you,
Wearing my heart on my sleeve,
Falling but getting back upMy heart has been broken into pieces,
and I would've gave up long ago.
Somewhere deep inside of me though,
was a spark of hope.
Im a hopeless romantic,
and I had to believe my soul mate was still out there somewhere.
I thought it was you,
but everyone makes mistakes.
And I was mistaken.
But soul mate;
where ever you are,
find me soon.
I need you.
Dedicated to RyanIt might seem a little ridiculous,
since I haven't known you long..
but you've really saved me.
I thought I was going to lose myself soon,
but you've rescued me just in time.
Thank you for making me laugh again,
I was depressed for weeks at a time,
and sometimes the world was to hard to bear.
But you've helped me.
You made me somewhat happy again.
We were both wounded from a past relationship,
but we found each other, and made it a little easier to handle the world.
Maybe with each others comfort and help,
we can find the strength to move on.
I know its hard trusting people,
after all you've been through,
in fact I know it all to well.
It''s hard for me to trust also.
Butt...when I say you can trust me, that I'll always be here for you if you need it,
I mean it.
Chapters 7 and 8.Chapter 7
(Whats Going On With Me?)
So of course, it was time to get serious again. We kept the sword because for some reason it seemed important. Plus, we might need it later. We got our interrupted nights sleep, taking turns looking out for each other as we slept. Right away in the morning, when the sun was just beginning to come from behind the horizon, we started on our journey searching for Rapture again. Before we set off, I stole the hilt off the corpse of Raptures ally, and put it around my waist, placing the sword in its sheath and hanging it on the hilt.
We descended down the stairs, and out the building, welcoming the open air again. So Vain Im glad your not hurt, and Im really glad you came for me. I probably wouldve breathed my last breath in that minute you came. I said quietly, feeling slightly embarrassed for letting my guard down. Of course, I still was clothed in that neon green corset, and the tight black pan
Chapters 5 and 6.Chapter 5
(Time To Uncover The Truth)
As I stealthily crawled towards the blazing, bright fire, I looked backwards every once and awhile to check on Vain. Why? Maybe to see if hed nark me out. Within 10 minutes I was hiding behind trees, close enough to see two faces lit up by the fire, though neither of the old males were Rapture. So, we have to kill them? Or at least one of them? said one, with dark skin and untamed brown hair.
Yes, unless you prefer to be an ally to the vampires. Theyre disgusting creatures, feasting on blood of humans.
Yes well were no better by killing animals, is there really a difference?
I couldnt hear the man say anything.
Theyre trying to kill us ? Because they dont want the tribes to be formed together? But didnt the Naga say that its only to protect us?
So whats with the Xavier thing? Hes a vampire, why are we talking to him?
I inched forwa
Chapters 3-4.Chapter 3
(Its All Unraveling)
What? Vain responded and stopped walking, glancing towards me.
He tried killing my brother! Rapture did! As soon as he left, I could smell your aroma more. Which is a rather disgusting scent by the way His scent was the same as the scent on my brother. How could he do such a thing? I said as I turned towards Vain to see what he had to say, my last rhetorical question nearly a whisper, my raven black hair followed the motion of my body, he simply shrugged.
Why would he do such a thing? Hes my best friend.
There was a long pause. I walked towards him slowly, and stopped dead in my tracks as soon as I was only inches away. I gave him a slight shove.
Hey! What was that for?
Youre going to help me find him. Your nose is better then mine and youre his friend so you know his scent better then me. IF you help me find him, and leave me be as I murder him, pe
Story. First chapters.(Character Intro)
Kyle was 12 years old, with light blond hair and sky sapphire eyes. His dad was at work, like every other day, and his mother was preoccupied with something in the kitchen. A knock came at the door, and Kyle, feeling safe at home started walking towards the door yelling, Ill get it mom! As soon as his slender fingers wrapped around the doorknob and opened it, a tall man with a black mask over his face towered over the young small framed male.
Kyle gasped and was ready to scream when the masked man covered his big hands over the young boys mouth and pushed him towards the side as another man ran to get to his mother.
Mom! Watch out! He uttered, as he was thrown aside to the door.
Another man, who was not masked, sneaked into the house, snatching Kyle up into his arms and placing his big hand over his mouth. The little boy hit him; the adult didnt even flinch and just threw him over hi
It's Been Only A Day...It's been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
My world feels so empty,
Without you here by my side.
You've become a sweet addiction,
That I can ever get enough of.
You've never thought something like this could happen,
Do you think of it as a miracle?
I was so blind,
To notice what you could've been to me,
Well here we are love,
I've finally noticed,
Finally noticed how I felt about you,
The depression is gone,
And now I'm happy and content.
It's been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
After that one simple day,
It felt so right,
To be with you,
To be in your arms.
The feeling was so unexplainable,
But it felt so right,
I'm so glad you didn't give up on me,
You kept going through with it,
You never gave up.
And it feels so right,
I love your kisses,
I love your warm embrace,
They just feel so right,
Its been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
My world Feels so empty,
Without you by my side.
The air I breath.Poem-
They're the air I breath,
but one-by-one they're slowly disappearing,
The oxygen is slowly lessening,
Im already having it hard to breath,
What will happen when everyone's gone?
Or what will happen if even one is just left?
Will i be gasping for air?
Or will there be just enough to salvage?
But still, again,
what if everyone is gone?
Will I be gasping for air?
Will I not be able to breath anymore?
Or even, will I die?
And will the lost ones care?
the pilot's daughterI would swallow
if poetry alone
could fly me to you.
flight risk or no,
I wish you
clear skies ahead ;
I will wait for you
Step Back Let's take a step back:
back to simpler times
where we had no cares
and just hoped it would last.
I love you more than anything
and I love you more
than anyone else
on this forsaken television screen
displaying the dream of life
could love anything.
has a greater love
than mine for you.
Forget all the philosophical quotes
I need to stop
and get back
to the point of this notebook:
throw poetic license out the window,
I fucking love you,
I have nothing
and with you
I have everything;
I could ever ask for,
Anticipated Disaster Waiting
for something all hidden.
If the secret get out,
it's over for us.
You want everything
and I think I have it all.
You think I'm perfect,
when I'm lacking
all that you seek.
are everything I need
just by being with me.
Asking and anticipating
all that leads to our demise
I feel bad,
for not giving the same way;
but right now
I feel dreadful,
Stomach Tied In Knots2:47 A.M.
Texting you late night
Listening to songs that make me think of you
Thinking of me pecking kisses on your pretty pink lips
It keeps my stomach tied in knots.
1:32-1:34 AMIts late
I know I should sleep
But all I want to do
Is stay and talk with you
Even as the stars twinkle and shine
And as the sun begins to rear it's ugly face
Even if I had work tomorrow
I'd stay up all night to speak to you
It'll bring me closer to you
Since you aren't here
With me, falling asleep
Catching yourself with little head jerks
Being here to hold close
It leaves a void
That can't wait to be fulfilled
By being with you again
Fireflies.Take my hand,
twirl me around,
can you glimpse the fireflies
as we dance?
A silent audience,
blinking and providing our light,
the warm air surrounding us
is filled with those lanterns.
Can you hear the music?
Can you feel the beat?
We're singing even if we can't speak,
laughing even if we can barely breathe.
Dancing, listening, singing, laughing
all across the grass as we glide
(in what hopefully passes as graceful),
yet paying no mind whoever may judge
for there's only us tonight.
Under the stars above,
through the yellow stars around,
I think dancing with you
would be more like having lightning bugs inside me,
replacing the butterflies for one evening.
Laugh into me,
for maybe it's not my veins filled with light
but your eyes.
Reflecting the stars that don't blink quite like
Not your HeartLying in my bed, in the silence of the night,
my head is overwhelmed with one, single, giant
thought right in this lone moment. You, my dear,
you are the thought that is swimming laps
through my head.
How do I even begin to wonder if you do love
me; it feels like your giving me so many mix
signals that I am beginning to question if my
eyes are playing little tricks on me. Or are
you just unsure if you should take the leap.
You don't want to feel the pain that could
over rule every emotion that you have no
desire to feel in the first place. If
that's so, then I could never want to break
a heart like yours, it has way to much
wonderment for me to want to break when
there is so much more for me to explore.
The uniqueness that your soul has makes it
so hard, for me to resist not wanting to go
look into your eyes to see your whole world
lit up in a matter of seconds; maybe it's
just the reflection of me every time that I
look at you, how you can make me smile
effortlessly because of
Epic Rap Battles of MMA- Simon VS NoahI dislike you blue haired man, painted blue hair and fake tan,
I'm a legend I am top notch, come 'ny closer, I'll kick you in the crotch!
Your face is so damn ugly, I cannot even cope,
I cannot understand how Daryl can see hope,
U just gonna stand there and fiddle with yo thing?
Think yo better rapper than me?! Well, I'm the BLACK king!
Oh shut up you little fuck!
You cannot even suck a decent cock!
Actually, that's the only thing you do,
You're a fairy. You're gay. U a fuckin homo!
That's why you hang with Emil,
None of you has any appeal.
I know a bitch who shags anyone to sleep,
That's right, Simon Lullaby indeed!
Get lost and suck my balls,
Think u can probe me when night falls?!
I don't think so you blue, pathetic shit,
I don't like your attitude, no, not one fuckin bit!
My magic is much better than yours,
At least I don't grow rainbow pubes,
You might be the black king but your brain is darker
Yo a Lil faggot, my penis has more power,
You suck dick, my rhymes are neat,
Go to hell
Soul mate?I wish you would've told me,
instead of having to find out from your friend.
You know how that feels?
It hurts more finding out from him than you.
Why couldn't you've told me that?
but most of all, why couldn't you've talked to me first instead of ending it?
Unless you also lost feelings for me somewhere.
Did your love for me die anyway? How sad.
Im sorry I wasn't good enough for you.
I liked to believe that I was.
I still miss you...and I probably always will.
Somewhere deep inside of me, Ill always still want to be with you.
Even though you totally destroyed me.
You killed my trust of people,
and you broke my heart.
But the thing is...I won't give up.
Not yet anyway.
I thought you were my soul mate, but I guess I was mistaen.
So he must still be out there.
You were my soul mate.
And I missed up.
Or...you just made a mistake.
if you need help making it through the dayremember:
The Coffee GodThe Coffee God behind the counter shuffles foot to foot, a dance of steam and espresso. Black painted fingernails, inch gauged ears and a gray striped sweatshirt, hood crooked on his back. There's a cigarette tucked behind one ear; it bobs and twitches with each step.
“Non-fat caramel latte,” he calls, just as he always does, part of a spell, part of a mantra, toneless (just a tuck at the end). I reach. He looks up.
The espresso maker hisses.
There's something like a grin, something like a spark, something like a shared secret linked eye to eye. When he passes over the drink (rough cardboard sleeve hot to the touch), he lingers. Our fingers brush, a shiver, a jolt, a ten-watt shock.
The Coffee God tilts his chin, shouts, “Hey, mind if I take my break now?”
and ducks around the counter without waiting for a reply.
He slips his cigarette between his lips without taking his eyes from mine. I follow him out the door.
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