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And secrets lie deep inside,
And ive been hiding from you just until now,
My heart has always yearned for you,
but deep inside, I was scared, I was scared.
Its hard to love you,
When you're so far away,
but I know, deep inside,
If i try, if I really try,
I could get through it,
I could make it work, if you did.
My love for you has always burned,
And I think once before, I told you that,
Im scared, and I was scared before,
I was scared because,
I didn't want to hurt missing you,
I'm scared now because I'm willing to try,
but are you?
I'm scared to trust someone with my heart again,
but my trust for you is great.
And why my sudden interest?
Why would I bother trying this now?
Because a good friend of mine said,
If both really love each other, they could make it work,
And seeing you with other people hurt to much.
I've always gotten a deep pang in my chest.
So here I am,
revealing my deepest secrets to you,
finally giving out my heart to you,
Wearing my heart on my sleeve,
Falling but getting back upMy heart has been broken into pieces,
and I would've gave up long ago.
Somewhere deep inside of me though,
was a spark of hope.
Im a hopeless romantic,
and I had to believe my soul mate was still out there somewhere.
I thought it was you,
but everyone makes mistakes.
And I was mistaken.
But soul mate;
where ever you are,
find me soon.
I need you.
Dedicated to RyanIt might seem a little ridiculous,
since I haven't known you long..
but you've really saved me.
I thought I was going to lose myself soon,
but you've rescued me just in time.
Thank you for making me laugh again,
I was depressed for weeks at a time,
and sometimes the world was to hard to bear.
But you've helped me.
You made me somewhat happy again.
We were both wounded from a past relationship,
but we found each other, and made it a little easier to handle the world.
Maybe with each others comfort and help,
we can find the strength to move on.
I know its hard trusting people,
after all you've been through,
in fact I know it all to well.
It''s hard for me to trust also.
Butt...when I say you can trust me, that I'll always be here for you if you need it,
I mean it.
Chapters 7 and 8.Chapter 7
(Whats Going On With Me?)
So of course, it was time to get serious again. We kept the sword because for some reason it seemed important. Plus, we might need it later. We got our interrupted nights sleep, taking turns looking out for each other as we slept. Right away in the morning, when the sun was just beginning to come from behind the horizon, we started on our journey searching for Rapture again. Before we set off, I stole the hilt off the corpse of Raptures ally, and put it around my waist, placing the sword in its sheath and hanging it on the hilt.
We descended down the stairs, and out the building, welcoming the open air again. So Vain Im glad your not hurt, and Im really glad you came for me. I probably wouldve breathed my last breath in that minute you came. I said quietly, feeling slightly embarrassed for letting my guard down. Of course, I still was clothed in that neon green corset, and the tight black pan
Chapters 5 and 6.Chapter 5
(Time To Uncover The Truth)
As I stealthily crawled towards the blazing, bright fire, I looked backwards every once and awhile to check on Vain. Why? Maybe to see if hed nark me out. Within 10 minutes I was hiding behind trees, close enough to see two faces lit up by the fire, though neither of the old males were Rapture. So, we have to kill them? Or at least one of them? said one, with dark skin and untamed brown hair.
Yes, unless you prefer to be an ally to the vampires. Theyre disgusting creatures, feasting on blood of humans.
Yes well were no better by killing animals, is there really a difference?
I couldnt hear the man say anything.
Theyre trying to kill us ? Because they dont want the tribes to be formed together? But didnt the Naga say that its only to protect us?
So whats with the Xavier thing? Hes a vampire, why are we talking to him?
I inched forwa
Chapters 3-4.Chapter 3
(Its All Unraveling)
What? Vain responded and stopped walking, glancing towards me.
He tried killing my brother! Rapture did! As soon as he left, I could smell your aroma more. Which is a rather disgusting scent by the way His scent was the same as the scent on my brother. How could he do such a thing? I said as I turned towards Vain to see what he had to say, my last rhetorical question nearly a whisper, my raven black hair followed the motion of my body, he simply shrugged.
Why would he do such a thing? Hes my best friend.
There was a long pause. I walked towards him slowly, and stopped dead in my tracks as soon as I was only inches away. I gave him a slight shove.
Hey! What was that for?
Youre going to help me find him. Your nose is better then mine and youre his friend so you know his scent better then me. IF you help me find him, and leave me be as I murder him, pe
Story. First chapters.(Character Intro)
Kyle was 12 years old, with light blond hair and sky sapphire eyes. His dad was at work, like every other day, and his mother was preoccupied with something in the kitchen. A knock came at the door, and Kyle, feeling safe at home started walking towards the door yelling, Ill get it mom! As soon as his slender fingers wrapped around the doorknob and opened it, a tall man with a black mask over his face towered over the young small framed male.
Kyle gasped and was ready to scream when the masked man covered his big hands over the young boys mouth and pushed him towards the side as another man ran to get to his mother.
Mom! Watch out! He uttered, as he was thrown aside to the door.
Another man, who was not masked, sneaked into the house, snatching Kyle up into his arms and placing his big hand over his mouth. The little boy hit him; the adult didnt even flinch and just threw him over hi
It's Been Only A Day...It's been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
My world feels so empty,
Without you here by my side.
You've become a sweet addiction,
That I can ever get enough of.
You've never thought something like this could happen,
Do you think of it as a miracle?
I was so blind,
To notice what you could've been to me,
Well here we are love,
I've finally noticed,
Finally noticed how I felt about you,
The depression is gone,
And now I'm happy and content.
It's been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
After that one simple day,
It felt so right,
To be with you,
To be in your arms.
The feeling was so unexplainable,
But it felt so right,
I'm so glad you didn't give up on me,
You kept going through with it,
You never gave up.
And it feels so right,
I love your kisses,
I love your warm embrace,
They just feel so right,
Its been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
My world Feels so empty,
Without you by my side.
The air I breath.Poem-
They're the air I breath,
but one-by-one they're slowly disappearing,
The oxygen is slowly lessening,
Im already having it hard to breath,
What will happen when everyone's gone?
Or what will happen if even one is just left?
Will i be gasping for air?
Or will there be just enough to salvage?
But still, again,
what if everyone is gone?
Will I be gasping for air?
Will I not be able to breath anymore?
Or even, will I die?
And will the lost ones care?
24 not-poems later1.
it is so hard to be okay
when all i've got are cigarettes
the voices of strangers
and memories of you
it's so hard to be okay
when you hate yourself
for not being okay
all i want is to hear you say
that you love me
so that for five seconds,
i can believe it;
just a few moments
of being alright
i wonder what you would do
with the letters i have written
but never given you
with the truth that i have known
but never told
if i swim
until my arms could no longer
hold me up - you wouldn't
even have a body to say goodbye to
i wonder what you would do
if i wrote right here
that it was you
i wonder what you would think about
and what we have done; the love
that we have destroyed
with our cowardice and our weakness
like a windowsill plant
left out in summer
i wonder what you would think
if the last thing i tol you
was that i loved you
god damn you kissed me hard
when you left
as if you knew it would be the last time
what if it was
the last time
you would never have to catch another moth for m
PerdicionTe conocí en invierno, las calles cubiertas de nieve, el frió carcomía nuestras pieles,
tu piel pálida y congelada, intentado calentar tus manos.
Ese día, aquel donde sentí un fuerte impulso de hablarte en cuanto te vi, sentado en la banca del parque moviendo tus piernas para entrar en calor, solo guiada por un impulso
me acerque a ti, te di mi bufanda y gantes, luego solo me fui.... sin preguntarte
tu nombre, ni de donde eras, ni que hacías, solo me fui.
Días pasaron, y no te volví a ver, creí que solo fue coincidencia el haberte encontrado para evitar que murieras congelado, pero increíblemente nos reencontramos en mi cafetería favorita, te distinguí de inmediato por que traías puesta mi bufanda y guantes..... aun recuerdo tu rostro confundido ... como si buscases a alguien.
Recuerdo tu rostro iluminarse cuando giraste en mi dirección. Me dijiste que mi bufanda tenia olor a
I Love You.
Oh, gorgeous goddess!
How your beauty tantalizes me!
Leaving a dumb statue
In my place.
How can You,
O Great and Majestic One,
Sitting on your golden throne,
In the sky,
Have created such a girl
As the one I see
Oh how my heart flutters!
Sweet angel, you gave
Wings to my
You blessed a poor soul,
With that wonderful magic
Only you possess.
I will give
I will cross the world for you,
I will serve you,
I will think only of you,
I will do anything for you!
If only I can
Hold your delicate hand,
Skin so smooth,
Soft as silk,
And be with you,
Every step of your way,
To comfort you
In your sorrows,
he's got a girlfriend anywaywe both know
that it's hard to write about
it's taken me seven months to start
while you slept, i burnt your crimson sheets
and painted your ceiling purple
part of me thought you might understand
i was trying to show you how i felt
i was being brave
it was how i wanted to tell you
but i was destroying more than i created
(just spread your love
set fire to the storms)
i tried to tell you
but i was tied to tracks
and it's too close for the train to miss me when it stops
if there is still a chance
you might need me
you will find me where we fell in love
sitting under cherry dark skies
with shaking fingers crossed
and blood stained lips locked
LovesicknessI've only known you for a few days,
Yet still this longing feeling stays.
It makes me hate my in active ways,
I need a distraction, for the longer I laze,
The more I think of how you amaze.
Without your touch I feel so alone,
Anywhere near you could feel like home.
So please let me near, it's my heart that you own!
After all, you said that you love me so dearly,
Do why can't I hug you at least yearly?
you jump i jumpit shouldn't be a crime to want to die
but when it comes to you
i'm so fucking glad it is
A State of Consistent Emptiness“Are you feeling better now?”
I feel I have to lie somehow
But instead truth comes spilling out
Before I cork my mouth
With a never mind,
Save it for another time
When I am open to sharing
I know that it will come someday
A point of self-reflection
And everything so huge
Will get smaller, easier, and less dramatic
But for now I swoon over you in the dead of night
Assisted by the bloodied objects of my plight
And I wonder when that day will come
When there is something I set my sights on
And strive to be it
Floating, falling dangerously
Like a dandelion above water
And like a small child you are the only one
Who actually wants me in their lawn
Who might actually miss me when I’m gone
And sometimes I want to strangle myself
Just to see if I’m worth saving
But still I ignore and consent to drown
I’m better off when I cannot breathe
More in touch when I cannot see
And so I bite your hand away
With my last breath
And then I sink into the abyss
All of my regrets
The girl he loves...
The girl he loves is not perfection.
But the girl he loves doesn't have much depression.
The girl he loves is too talkative.
The girl he loves is crazy and wild.
The girl he loves is much much expressive.
The girl he loves can be over-obsessive.
The girl he loves is pretty but she denies it.
The girl he loves is always laughing and smiling.
The girl he loves can't rhyme or rap.
But the girl he loves is me.
And that's a fact.
FreedThis life has felt sabotaged;
Obliterated; destroyed –
I’ve thought about what’s to come
For the remaining portion,
And dream to keep dreaming.
But ho~! I have found Freedom
In the eyes of Hope.
I feel spoilt with
Joy and redemption –
A conflagration of content.
Despite the things I realise,
Dropping me down lower,
You keep me above the line –
You keep the sanity in,
And the insanity at bay.
I just hope that
One day –
Many days –
I can return
Soul mate?I wish you would've told me,
instead of having to find out from your friend.
You know how that feels?
It hurts more finding out from him than you.
Why couldn't you've told me that?
but most of all, why couldn't you've talked to me first instead of ending it?
Unless you also lost feelings for me somewhere.
Did your love for me die anyway? How sad.
Im sorry I wasn't good enough for you.
I liked to believe that I was.
I still miss you...and I probably always will.
Somewhere deep inside of me, Ill always still want to be with you.
Even though you totally destroyed me.
You killed my trust of people,
and you broke my heart.
But the thing is...I won't give up.
Not yet anyway.
I thought you were my soul mate, but I guess I was mistaen.
So he must still be out there.
You were my soul mate.
And I missed up.
Or...you just made a mistake.
PetalsThe grass tickled between her toes as her father toiled away with the roses by the letterbox. She watched his fingers weave between the thorns to pat the soil around each bush, humming to some John Lennon song she couldn't put a name to. Despite the sun just tipping the horizon, she saw sweat prickling his brow and his eyes squinting against the light. The fine lines on his face were suddenly accentuated by shadow, and for a moment, she swelled with wonder.
'Maria, come here,' he said, waving her over. 'You're not going to learn anything sitting all the way over there.'
Excitement sparked her limbs into motion, and she crawled over to sit next to him, careful to tuck her skirt beneath her thighs to avoid the dirt.
He picked up a pair of clippers from beside him. 'Now, you need to snipe back these diseased parts here and there from the base of the plant. It helps it grow better.'
Snipping off two pieces of wood with ease, he deposited them in Maria's outstretched hand. Their rough textu
Dreams of realityA pair of eyes;
Open and stare through the lights,
Into the darkness of doom.
And yet they smile,
Yet they smile.
A drop of tear;
Seeps through the garden of death;
Falls to the mortal soil.
Dreams and desires will blend again,
To render the roses alive.
I am floating through a vision.
Like ripples, floating through the pond of life.
Can reality be so real?
Let me drown again,
Into the silence of familiar noise.
As I wander through the lanes of reason and passion.
The flame of hope burns bright,
Drenched in the colors of freedom.
So let my dreams unravel my soul,
As darkness fades away;
And let mortality draw me closer to destiny.
As these pair of eyes,
Open to stare through the lights again.
Is this reality?
Can reality be so real?
Time passes by, as the eyes keep staring;
Staring at the distant lights;
Staring beyond the distant skies.
What do they see?
What do they long?
What do they desire?
Then the skies will break down;
White lightning striking the dreamy clouds.
Moments will tur
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