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And secrets lie deep inside,
And ive been hiding from you just until now,
My heart has always yearned for you,
but deep inside, I was scared, I was scared.
Its hard to love you,
When you're so far away,
but I know, deep inside,
If i try, if I really try,
I could get through it,
I could make it work, if you did.
My love for you has always burned,
And I think once before, I told you that,
Im scared, and I was scared before,
I was scared because,
I didn't want to hurt missing you,
I'm scared now because I'm willing to try,
but are you?
I'm scared to trust someone with my heart again,
but my trust for you is great.
And why my sudden interest?
Why would I bother trying this now?
Because a good friend of mine said,
If both really love each other, they could make it work,
And seeing you with other people hurt to much.
I've always gotten a deep pang in my chest.
So here I am,
revealing my deepest secrets to you,
finally giving out my heart to you,
Wearing my heart on my sleeve,
Falling but getting back upMy heart has been broken into pieces,
and I would've gave up long ago.
Somewhere deep inside of me though,
was a spark of hope.
Im a hopeless romantic,
and I had to believe my soul mate was still out there somewhere.
I thought it was you,
but everyone makes mistakes.
And I was mistaken.
But soul mate;
where ever you are,
find me soon.
I need you.
Dedicated to RyanIt might seem a little ridiculous,
since I haven't known you long..
but you've really saved me.
I thought I was going to lose myself soon,
but you've rescued me just in time.
Thank you for making me laugh again,
I was depressed for weeks at a time,
and sometimes the world was to hard to bear.
But you've helped me.
You made me somewhat happy again.
We were both wounded from a past relationship,
but we found each other, and made it a little easier to handle the world.
Maybe with each others comfort and help,
we can find the strength to move on.
I know its hard trusting people,
after all you've been through,
in fact I know it all to well.
It''s hard for me to trust also.
Butt...when I say you can trust me, that I'll always be here for you if you need it,
I mean it.
Chapters 7 and 8.Chapter 7
(Whats Going On With Me?)
So of course, it was time to get serious again. We kept the sword because for some reason it seemed important. Plus, we might need it later. We got our interrupted nights sleep, taking turns looking out for each other as we slept. Right away in the morning, when the sun was just beginning to come from behind the horizon, we started on our journey searching for Rapture again. Before we set off, I stole the hilt off the corpse of Raptures ally, and put it around my waist, placing the sword in its sheath and hanging it on the hilt.
We descended down the stairs, and out the building, welcoming the open air again. So Vain Im glad your not hurt, and Im really glad you came for me. I probably wouldve breathed my last breath in that minute you came. I said quietly, feeling slightly embarrassed for letting my guard down. Of course, I still was clothed in that neon green corset, and the tight black pan
Chapters 5 and 6.Chapter 5
(Time To Uncover The Truth)
As I stealthily crawled towards the blazing, bright fire, I looked backwards every once and awhile to check on Vain. Why? Maybe to see if hed nark me out. Within 10 minutes I was hiding behind trees, close enough to see two faces lit up by the fire, though neither of the old males were Rapture. So, we have to kill them? Or at least one of them? said one, with dark skin and untamed brown hair.
Yes, unless you prefer to be an ally to the vampires. Theyre disgusting creatures, feasting on blood of humans.
Yes well were no better by killing animals, is there really a difference?
I couldnt hear the man say anything.
Theyre trying to kill us ? Because they dont want the tribes to be formed together? But didnt the Naga say that its only to protect us?
So whats with the Xavier thing? Hes a vampire, why are we talking to him?
I inched forwa
Chapters 3-4.Chapter 3
(Its All Unraveling)
What? Vain responded and stopped walking, glancing towards me.
He tried killing my brother! Rapture did! As soon as he left, I could smell your aroma more. Which is a rather disgusting scent by the way His scent was the same as the scent on my brother. How could he do such a thing? I said as I turned towards Vain to see what he had to say, my last rhetorical question nearly a whisper, my raven black hair followed the motion of my body, he simply shrugged.
Why would he do such a thing? Hes my best friend.
There was a long pause. I walked towards him slowly, and stopped dead in my tracks as soon as I was only inches away. I gave him a slight shove.
Hey! What was that for?
Youre going to help me find him. Your nose is better then mine and youre his friend so you know his scent better then me. IF you help me find him, and leave me be as I murder him, pe
Story. First chapters.(Character Intro)
Kyle was 12 years old, with light blond hair and sky sapphire eyes. His dad was at work, like every other day, and his mother was preoccupied with something in the kitchen. A knock came at the door, and Kyle, feeling safe at home started walking towards the door yelling, Ill get it mom! As soon as his slender fingers wrapped around the doorknob and opened it, a tall man with a black mask over his face towered over the young small framed male.
Kyle gasped and was ready to scream when the masked man covered his big hands over the young boys mouth and pushed him towards the side as another man ran to get to his mother.
Mom! Watch out! He uttered, as he was thrown aside to the door.
Another man, who was not masked, sneaked into the house, snatching Kyle up into his arms and placing his big hand over his mouth. The little boy hit him; the adult didnt even flinch and just threw him over hi
It's Been Only A Day...It's been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
My world feels so empty,
Without you here by my side.
You've become a sweet addiction,
That I can ever get enough of.
You've never thought something like this could happen,
Do you think of it as a miracle?
I was so blind,
To notice what you could've been to me,
Well here we are love,
I've finally noticed,
Finally noticed how I felt about you,
The depression is gone,
And now I'm happy and content.
It's been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
After that one simple day,
It felt so right,
To be with you,
To be in your arms.
The feeling was so unexplainable,
But it felt so right,
I'm so glad you didn't give up on me,
You kept going through with it,
You never gave up.
And it feels so right,
I love your kisses,
I love your warm embrace,
They just feel so right,
Its been only a day,
Only a day.
And I already miss you.
My world Feels so empty,
Without you by my side.
The air I breath.Poem-
They're the air I breath,
but one-by-one they're slowly disappearing,
The oxygen is slowly lessening,
Im already having it hard to breath,
What will happen when everyone's gone?
Or what will happen if even one is just left?
Will i be gasping for air?
Or will there be just enough to salvage?
But still, again,
what if everyone is gone?
Will I be gasping for air?
Will I not be able to breath anymore?
Or even, will I die?
And will the lost ones care?
Cold Hands, Warm HeartYou spent the day telling me
That I'm hot when I'm cold,
That I look pretty with my hair wet,
That I'm fast in water,
That I'm your little fishy,
As I sped through the river's current.
You cuddled me, hugged me,
I'm finally sure you love me,
And yet I manage to push you away.
You know my hands are freezing cold,
Did I warn you that my heart's the same?
Cold hands, warm heart, I've been told,
I guess for me, it's not the same.
I didn't believe in angels until I met you,
I know you're one.
But not the kind with wings or halos.
Your aura is woven with beams from the sun,
Yet I'm a dark creature, dwelling in shadows.
I'm sorry I got mad at you for a stupid little thing,
And I know my words sting.
I know my hands are freezing, and my heart's the same.
But I love you with a passion, and in my heart is a flame.
SempiternalShe says that
love is like a rose bush,
once you're caught
in its embrace
there is no escaping
for if you try to escape,
the thorns will catch you and
only hurt you more.
She says she will never try to escape from their rose bush.
He makes his vows with another.
The cake is set, the moon is lit,
They found her in a rose bush,
blood flowing out like a river.
Drowned in his love, forevermore.
you tasted like mintI remember the way you stared into my eyes
in the front seat of your car.
Our favorite song was playing on the radio
and you were driving me home in the rain
because I didn't have anyone else who could give me a ride.
You parked your car in my drive way
and we watched the rain drops race down the windshield.
You had kissed me goodbye before I got out
and I waved as you drove away.
And for a while, it seemed like I couldn't get the taste
of your minty lips out of my mouth.
Sorry Only Says So MuchThere is a particular tension in the halls of a high school.
The eyes of two young souls meet-
Two lost souls.
One was broken beyond repair, with scars that would make the eyes of the strongest man drool.
One was the one who made that feet.
Two rotten souls.
When they see each other,
They both- at the very least the culprit-one- contort their chests.
They avert there eyes and their hearts drop.
It's like they want to cry from the pain,
But also from the joy of the past all over again.
Now the evil one,
The one who gave the other so much pain,
Stays up at night, torturing herself,
Clinging to torn pictures and rotten petals,
Listening to old songs and reading through old messages,
Regretting the past.
She knows she can't change what she's done.
She knows there won't be a reset this time.
It's just the most painful thought in her mind.
She wonders if the other ever thinks the same.
She wonders if the other ever utters her name.
There isn't much else she can do now to begin a friendship,
jawlinesher name was Jules-short-for-Julianne and she tasted of the grape gum that comes in packs of eight, the kind tucked away on the shelf at the Grocery & Gifts on 21st and Hawthorne,
and I didn’t know I was supposed to close my eyes.
she traced my spine with her teeth (I figure now she was trying to crack it open, let my marrow spill over her lips)
the stars leaning in when we kissed looked like rice, honest, not wishes or dreams or satellites,
two girls collided on a sidewalk, boots drenched in gasoline puddles that glistened scarlet aquamarine gold, trying to find something with their tongues
but we fooled nobody.
Ever Contemplating I have so many options,
but at the same time,
I have none.
As much as I wanna leave,
I think I might have to stay
right where I am.
someday it will happen:
we'll be on our own
you just have to wait.
I have to finish some things
before we can start:
before we can disappear
and live in our little shack
by the beach in paradise
with just enough to get by.
Playing music on the street
to get something to eat;
just to stay alive.
Although the melodies
keep our hearts beating
and the breaths we take going.
Screaming out our lungs
trying to bring back grunge,
with all our clothes
covered in studs.
Kaoru x Chubby reader: You're not fat.
You were hanging with at the Hitachiin mansion with the rest of the Host club members on a Friday night hanging out after a very long day at school.You were bullied at school but for a peculiar reason.You were a bit chubby.You weren't skinny,but you weren't fat either.Although,you do feel fat most of the time.Most girls at the school were- wait let me rephrase that,EVERY girl at the school was skinny except for you.You had trouble losing weight in the past.You had a strict diet and excercised daily.It was a very slow process but the pounds were skimming off....just not fast enough.Because of being chubby and being self consious you didn't have much friends.However,Kaoru Hitchiin was the first person to become your friend when you came to Ouran.You met the host club after that and became great friends.Haruhi and Kouya are the only ones who knew that you're being bullied by your weight but neither you or them really mentioned it much.You smiled lightl
One of These DaysOne of these days
I’m going to walk up to you
And know exactly what to say.
The things is though,
You take my breath away
And I’m not good at conversation anyway.
One of these days
I’m going to walk up to you
And tell you exactly how I feel.
I’ll walk up to you
And have my words make you feel loved
Just like you do for me.
One of these days
I’m going to tell you
How happy you’ve made me
And what a difference you’ve made in my life
If only I could speak in poetry
Then I might be able to communicate better.
But I can’t
So I’ll just have to find a way to keep my words
When they aren’t on paper.
But I will
I’ll tell you
I’ll find a way to talk to you
One of these days.
Chapter 5 Love is complicated (Cilan x Reader)Chapter 5
Damn now what I can do, I’ll go take my brothers and Cheren and Bianca, Geez!! I’m so damn nervous of thinking what those weird guys will do to (y/n). I walked over the entrance of the Ferris wheel and took out my Pansage, ‘’ Well, I think it’s Investigation time! *takes detective hat out of nothing and put it on*, Pansage help me searching something weird or out of order, please’’ (More Cilan Like, I was making him too much OOC, shame on me -.-‘) he said as Pansage agree and started to look around the scene.
*Sniff, sniff* ‘’Hm….. Let’s see, I have smelled this essence before…… I know! As Caitlin says and psiquic type has a mystical and sweet scent, but not as sweet as a fairy type so definitely was a pure psiquic Pokémon that can learn teleport because of the sudden leave, Most of pokémon that learn Teleport have two types and the only one that is a non-legendary
Soul mate?I wish you would've told me,
instead of having to find out from your friend.
You know how that feels?
It hurts more finding out from him than you.
Why couldn't you've told me that?
but most of all, why couldn't you've talked to me first instead of ending it?
Unless you also lost feelings for me somewhere.
Did your love for me die anyway? How sad.
Im sorry I wasn't good enough for you.
I liked to believe that I was.
I still miss you...and I probably always will.
Somewhere deep inside of me, Ill always still want to be with you.
Even though you totally destroyed me.
You killed my trust of people,
and you broke my heart.
But the thing is...I won't give up.
Not yet anyway.
I thought you were my soul mate, but I guess I was mistaen.
So he must still be out there.
You were my soul mate.
And I missed up.
Or...you just made a mistake.
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